Friday, October 25, 2013

Today

Yesterday was a busy, crabby, stressful day. It is state testing at school, and these days prove to be long for both students and teachers alike. I was feeling crabby and ungrateful by the end of the day. However, I went and got my boys and had a great evening watching cartoons, eating pizza for supper, giving baths, and reading stories. I fell asleep at 8:30 with one boy in my armpit and the other holding my hand and Thanking GOD for the wonderful gift of being a mother.


Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Ugly

Today I'm feeling ugly in every sense of the word. My heart is ugly, my thoughts are ugly, my mood is ugly.

The truth is, deep down, God knows my heart and forgives me for this ugly day.

I find myself tired, wanting, and angry today.

Today could change. I could change today. Tomorrow is a new day.